Today, I realized that although I am angry with my mother for abandoning me, she has given me not only the gift of life but has also taught me SELF RELIANCE. I am strong and powerful, and I don't need anyone to tell me so. MLIndependentlyG

Last week, my "best friend" decided to stab me in the back and steal my boyfriend. After crying for the past few days, my best friend who I grew up with and have known for 13 years told me that I could do better and finally confessed that he had an adorable crush on me since we were three. He's been there for me for my entire life and I've never even noticed. Luke, I love you. More than the brother I thought you were to me. MLIG

I Love This Song. It always makes me Happy. Its "God's Not Dead (Like a Lion)" By Newsboys. Enjoy!........ Let love explode and bring the dead alive. A love song born to see a revolution Some how Let love explode and bring the dead alive. A love song born to see a revolution Some how And I'm lost in your freedom And this world I've overcome our gods not dead he's surely alive He's living on the inside roaring like a lion Our gods not dead he's surely alive He's living on the inside roaring like a lion He's roaring he's roaring he's roaring like a lion Let hope arise and make the darkness hide When faith is dead I need a resurrection Some how And I'm lost in your freedom And this world I've overcome By gods not dead he is surely alive He is living on the inside roaring like a lion Our gods not dead he is surely alive He's living on the inside roaring like a lion He's roaring he is roaring he's roaring like a lion He's roaring he is roaring he's roaring like a lion let heaven roar And fire fall Come shake the ground With the sound Of revival let heaven roar And fire fall Come shake the ground With the sound Of revival Let heaven roar Let heaven roar And fire fall Come shake the ground With the sound Of revival our gods not dead he's surely alive He's living on the inside roaring like a lion Our gods not dead he's surely alive He's living on the inside roaring like a lion He's roaring he's roaring he's roaring like a lion He's roaring he's roaring he's roaring like a lion

So, this week, month.. This semester hasn't been the best for me. I have/had a crush on this guy who told my friend that he felt like my "protecto" (i don't even know what that was supposed to mean). But he was like my best friend. And then a month later, he got a girlfriend. And on top of that, me and my friend are in our colorguard class at my school and our final is to make a winter guard show. and in our final, with two other girls, we have a dance duet. She wont listen to me at all. She makes up work, and won't let me make up any. There is a part in it where we have to do a backwards saumersalt then do this wierd strench push-up thin, which i can't do, and she wont change it. I am not capable of doing this move. Yesterday during class, I started crying because I can't handle her anymore. So far, this post seems poopy, huh? Well, besides all of that, my life is wonderful. I have 2 married parents who love each other and me and my brother and sister. I have 3 silly dogs. Yesterday I went to noodles and company and ate my dinner with chopsticks, and I brought a pair home with me and I am going to eat my school unch with my chopsticks. I am great. MYLIFEISGREAT!!!!!!

I am going to a sleepover tomorrow night.